Mid 30’s shagging – Online ‘Dating’

So – the online dating thing – fuck me is that a minefield of the mentally deficient one handed typist or what?

Now don’t get me wrong, i’ve met some great people online, had a few seriously decent shags, and scored an ongoing fwb sort of arrangement with a man who is an emotional child, but plays a great game of pool, and usually gets me off at least once. But – there’s a serious amount of muppet weeding going on to find the ones worth meeting – let along shagging.

So that’s my dating life. Sad as all fuck – i agree! Over in a fucking paragraph…lol. Ahhhh – i don’t know….i went through a stage of juggling a few and it was just exhausting – and none of them were anything more than distractions. Waiting for someone you actually want to know mentally as well as physically is the fucking hard part in all this.

And you see your friends couple up – and a few of them have good relationships – but most of them are settling – and you fucking swear you’ll never settle – but in the end, do we all settle in some way? We call it ‘compromise’ cause that sounds more adult – but it’s just a pc way to say we gave up some of our wants out of fear of ending up with nothing.

Maybe there’s something in that? Is something – even if it’s not everything – better than nothing when it comes to relationships?

Okay – I should go do some work. Two nights child free in a row which is a rarity. Work now, play later. I feel the urge to bend over the pool table tonight 😉

Later no one.

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Introduction

Okay – so, I’ve never ‘bloooged’ before – i don’t know what the deal is. It’s feels like writing a screenplay of your life….an ending yet unwritten. But then the doubt bitch goes ‘how fucking arrogant, thinking people will not only read, but care enough to continue reading.’ But mostly i think of Californication – and Hank’s self loathing at becoming part of the machine – oh yeah – i fucking feel you Hank.

Anyway – a quickie introduction perhaps – Nina. 35, single, parent of one precocious yet delicious small person, co director of a growing Aussie business taking on the go-to players in our field, who just happen to be owned by major global media conglomerates. Oh yes – the playing field is sooo fucking even!!

I have my daughter with me 95% of the time – so let’s say that orgasms that actually involve another person – require precision planning and a sleep over elsewhere for the child. Ha, dating as a mid 30’s, single working parent in 2013 – so much fucking fun.

So yes, i say fuck a lot. I swear other words too….but mostly fuck (or variations there of), shit, horseshit, bullshit (anything in the ‘shit’ family really) – ass, asshole, asshat (again, another family i’m familiar with) and of course bitch and stuff like that don’t even count. I generally draw the line at the C-bomb – but even that has been pulled from the repertoire at times!

So yeah  – that’s the short of it. I’ll try and throw up some vids when the rant hits me – otherwise i’m going to vent the fuck out of this year via this medium – and if anyone cares to come along for the ride – well that would be fucking awesome!!